reflecting

my dreams are reliving and making up for the last year.

take that as you will

i think so much into believing im on autopilot when thats the furthest thing from truth

i have been busy

if im not working im sleeping if im not sleeping im teaching or practicing yoga, if im not doing that im with friends, or sun bathing at barton, or neurotically cleaning my space as a means of ironing out loose thoughts running through my brain

i have an upcoming change in life that i felt really and completely ready for until the last few days. i’m holding onto every tiny part of my life in Austin so close to my heart. driving down south congress and crossing the bridge, belly laughing with Dani and Felipe, driving 5 minutes to see either of my best friends no matter what day or time it is, the yoga studios i’ve practiced at for the last 3 years, being scared at HEB, becoming close with Noelle and sharing a love for two of my favorite things lol, watching the 300 disgusting flock of birds fly around the i-35/7th St intersection, the sourdough bread i spend too much on and eat way too frequently, the dense humidity in the mornings, and most of all- feeling like the people around me are truly family.